"Eight Easy Steps"

---I love Alanis Morissette---

Study, study, study.

There's nothing else.

But none of it matters.

But don't tell them that.

None of it matters.

I want it.

So badly.

So badly.

So badly.

...How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself...

"What's with all the happy music?"
~i guess it's not just me. i guess they really don't see or hear anything at all. their entire world is distorted. everything is distorted.


TAKE ME HOME, I'D RATHER DIE THAN BE WITH YOU.
This happens everytime, I knew it would.

Sometimes my words aren't my own.


Now, where is your head Ms. Turtle?

Leave me alone, I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Goddammit, I didn't mean that. Come back now. I mean it. Come back! Please come back. PLEASE.

How the hell could you screw this all up again? You can't do anything right. You screw EVERYTHING up. I hate you. I hate you. You stupid little...

I just CAN'T be myself right now.

Let me out of my skin. Let me out. Let me out.

Those damn teenagers.

Now, where is your head? Where is your pretty, little mind at?

Eat me alive.

Study, study, study darling. Test time is soon.

=)