---I love Los Hollywood---
---Grad Nite Friday---
---Prom Saturday---
Now into my head...
Sometimes I hate you.
I'll never be good enough. Nothing is ever good enough. You know what bothers me, but you don't care, then act surprise when I react. Real mature.
Sometimes I hate you.
Hey, you. Sometimes I think I love you.
But I don't.
You say I'm never satisfied. It kills me to hear that. That makes me like her. I don't want you to hate me. And you claim you don't. But I can never be sure with you.
It doesn't matter either way.
Hey, you. Sometimes I think I love you.
...I can't feel the pain when I'm bleeding, it only takes away my mind. No matter what everyone is thinking, when I live in my own world. My heart blows away as I see, and butterflies call out, and even though nobody can see, you are inside my mind...
Angel. Sometimes I thought I was you.
But I'm not.
Angel. Sometimes I thought I was you.
Sister, sister. Sometimes I know we'll be forever.
I hope I'm right. What can I do without you? Sometimes you're not even here when you're sitting right next to me, and I know I ask for alot, but I depend solely on you. You're everything for me. I expect you to be everything. But you can't be. Then we're silent. Sorry for letting you down. I feel like I let everyone down that night. But that doesn't matter. All that I care about is that you were unhappy.
Sister, sister. Sometimes I know we'll be forever.
So, mister demon.
Come engulf me.
Swallow me whole.
Tear me apart.
So, mister demon.
Come swallow me whole.
i hope you're right too, because it still scares me to think about the next few years.
ReplyDeletebut don't put everything on yourself.
it's not like my attitude helped any.
and i don't think emily cared either way.
she was oblivious.
but we'll make it better.
it's already sounding better than last time.
except for one glitch that starts with an M.
Nice pictures, it looks like you had fun at grad night and prom! And ah, it sounds like you're going through some somewhat tough times. I hope things look up for you soon!
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