---I love All Time Low---
The cloud of intercourse: INTERACTION, FLIRTATION, PENETRATION.
So many people have wished me a happy birthday today. Phone calls, text messages, posts on facebook. Sad thing is, I bet like not even 5% of them give a damn at all. Haha, they act like it's not so obvious. "Happy birthday! I'm so happy to have you as a friend!" Haven't spoken to you in months. "Happy birthday, sorry I couldn't make it to your party" yeah, the bar was really sorry for keeping you away. "Happy birthday!!! I love you soooo much!" Umm, yeah, looks great on facebook, but why didn't you just say it when you saw me in the hallway today. So many real people are fake. Sickens me.
In other news, bought my first lottery ticket today, and they didn't even card me! 18th birthday fail.
...i want real depth, the kind that people can sense and draw themselves to, not necessarily as a lover, but as a friend or companion they know will always be a star in the roadmap of their life. I can't create depth, though, and the best I did in the attempt was create a black hole filled with desires, and dreams of things I'll never have and emotions I'll never feel...
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This is so true I get the same messages too. So many happy birthdays yet I never hang out with any of the people that say so. But thats okay, I keep thinking to myself that if people that really are going to be my good friends, it'll just come together easy. But thats not really easy when im not in school.:/ oh well. Ill take the happy birthdays as a sign that I have a ton of "Facebook" friends aha. Good post, i feel ya :D
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