Tuesday, February 2, 2010

"Blame, Blame, Blame"

---I love Ferras---

I'm a procrastinater. I should stop doing that... but I won't.

Today was one of the best days of my life; in the world I've created moments like this don't appear often. I want to hold on to it, but it's already gone.

FMLs are supposed to be funny, but you make me want to cry... and not in that pseudo-romantic kind of way. I hate seeing you in pain, which is ridiculous since I've never ever really seen you.

...gypsies told me we were soul mates, in a past life but not in this life, I am cursed and so are you, always reaching, never there... -Emmure

How can you call yourself my friend? It makes me itch to hear you say that. You think you're being cute? We both know, by saying those remarks, you're really saying what's on your mind, but masking it with comedy. Did I hurt you? Do I care? Saying those things don't hurt me. You've screwed yourself up enough already for me to do much harm. Maybe it's better we don't talk anymore, bcuz our relationship, it wasn't healthy. We pulled each other down, and that's not right for either of us.

So, vocab of the day anyone? Remember that or is it a forgotten concept? Sorry if I've been an absent teacher, hard when I'm still acquainting myself with the subject.

Vocabulary of the Day:

unappreciative- inability to recognize the quality, value, significance, or magnitude of people and things.

wonder-to be filled with admiration, amazement, or awe; marvel

happy-delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing

lucky-favored, happening fortunately

blind- unwilling or unable to perceive or understand, not characterized or determined by reason or control

2 comments:

  1. it's so sad, isn't it?
    best day of your life... and in a few hours...
    there won't be any cute gay guys to help me unbuckle my seatbelt and strike up conversation...
    no cash cash impersonators.
    just the same old shit.
    ignoring teachers who could care less if we were paying attention, bumping into strangers you've known for four years in the hallway, shallow comments and talk just for the sake of talking...

    i'd drop out if i wasn't so ready to go off to college and live on my own.

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  2. seriously. i'm tired of complimenting the same people on the same shoes they've been wearing for the last 3 years. exaggerating of course, but it's sad that the highlight of my day is that as I was pulling out of the parking lot, 12 was in his adorable soccer mom car and drove behind me for a good ten minutes, as I blared Emmure from my car. I need more.

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